Chapter 45 Prologue of the Moonlit Night
15th of the month of spring water (Shimizu). Once again I gaze at the full moon in the sky all alone.
I had been alone till now, and I will stay alone forever.
That’s fine. If I can stay as a child, I won’t feel pain, I won’t feel bitter, I won’t feel lonely, nobody would resent me, I’ll forget everything and live on.
But, that was the last time I saw the full moon alone.
I will never forget, on the 4th of the month of early-summer breeze (Ryokufuu), I had a fateful encounter.
“My name is Kurono Maou, you are?”
I won’t be alone ever again.
If I stayed like a child it won’t be painful? It won’t hurt? It won’t be lonely? It won’t be sad?
It was all a lie.
It was simply just a deception, fooling myself, deceiving myself, acting like I didn’t notice……..
But, all that doesn’t matter anymore.
The past doesn’t matter anymore. Everything doesn’t matter anymore.
Because——
“Aah, as long as I have Lily, I can keep living in this world, I won’t be lonely.”
The same feelings as myself.
You, as long as you are by my side, I can keep on living, I won’t be lonely.
I won’t return to the past again, I won’t return to being lonely again, because you are with me.
Yes, that’s why, all the world needs is just you and me.
Everything else is, now, not needed.
Shikkaku Translations 
July 6th, 2015 at 11:20 am
[…] Chapter 45 […]
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July 6th, 2015 at 11:28 am
Prologue of the Yandere would have been a much better chapter name XP
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July 6th, 2015 at 1:08 pm
Nay, Yandere = Only occupation for girls…. / So he can’t take that occupation.
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July 6th, 2015 at 2:40 pm
This chapter is not in Kurono point of view, its Lily point of view :p
“That’s fine. If I can stay as a child, I won’t feel pain, I won’t feel bitter, I won’t feel lonely, nobody would resent me, I’ll forget everything and live on.” <<– is because of the fairy blood.
Kurono wasnt alone before coming to this world, he isnt cursed to have a eternal child body and mind, the only one that fits the description is the fairy.
I think Kurono's mistake was in telling Lily the cursed knife story and make up an end where the yandere gets the good ending. This may have been the first spark, now its just a matter of time……
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March 28th, 2017 at 9:08 pm
I knew the moment that story of the cursed hatchet came out it was foreshadowing.
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July 6th, 2015 at 1:55 pm
So cute 🙂
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She isn’t gonna become a yandere, right?
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July 6th, 2015 at 2:41 pm
too late XD
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July 21st, 2015 at 2:06 pm
Yandere is someone who loves another person to the point of becoming mentally ill. For lily, who was friendly and got along well with the villagers, to suddenly start thinking no one else is necessary anymore is a pretty good sign of yandere tendencies.
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July 6th, 2015 at 2:35 pm
He already has a cursed Yandree Hatchet oh dear what horror will she create
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July 6th, 2015 at 3:56 pm
Am I the only one who was getting chills while reading this?
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July 6th, 2015 at 4:54 pm
Thanks for the new chapter! Finally back to Kurono!
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July 6th, 2015 at 11:04 pm
Wow
Thanks for the chapter!
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July 7th, 2015 at 2:38 am
lily will die and kurono will go crazy
calling it
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July 15th, 2015 at 1:30 am
i really hope so…
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July 10th, 2015 at 10:54 am
This death flag triggering is intense
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July 10th, 2015 at 10:16 pm
Thanks for Chapter!
Thanks to Translator and Editor for doing this Chapter!
I love you Lily!
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July 11th, 2015 at 1:39 am
well……fuck
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July 11th, 2015 at 9:49 pm
yandere’s are the best
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July 15th, 2015 at 1:30 am
Thank ya very much for the translation, translators! Many thanks towards the Author!!
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July 29th, 2015 at 5:23 am
Holy hatchets that’s dangerous thoughts right there. This kids is a good scan or of “obsessed” please pay attention as well to the death flags noted in previous chapters.
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September 6th, 2015 at 6:32 pm
If it’s not a death flag, it’s a fucking yandere flag! Gods above and below, we can’t catch a break. I don’t want to see Lily become a yandere. T_T
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February 9th, 2016 at 6:51 am
Thxs for the chapter.
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March 17th, 2016 at 5:06 am
Oi Oi did they really have sex?! WTF I thought she was a little sister role?! Why…wow…. And here i thought Shirisaki was the Heroine…it would had been better if it was her. So now Yandere is confirmed huh? Yanderes are scaryyy i don’t want her to be heroine..
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June 16th, 2021 at 12:40 pm
Why would you say they had sex? :S
Also, fucking FINALLY! Apostels can fuck off, chapters without my MC can also fuck off
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